Walk Away

Esta Cancion de Christina Aguilera, resuena en mi cabeza, porque a veces uno conoce a alguien y aunque esa persona no te hace bien y lo sabes, aun asi no le puedes dejar... No escribo mas pues la cancion lo dice todo.

What do you do?
When you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go

I was naive, your love was like candy
Artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely

Ohh, and it hurts my soul 'cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I lost control
'Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea yea
(I need to get away from you)
(Need to walk away from you)
(Get away, walk away, walk away)

I should have known that I was used for amusement
(For amusement, ah)
Couldn't see through the smoke
It was all an illusion
Now, I've been licking my wounds
(Licking my wounds)
But the venom seems deeper
(Deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce, but darling you hold me prisoner
(Prisoner)

Ohh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiending for a cure
Ohh, every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve?
The pain of this slow burn, and everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea, yea
(I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)

Every time I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair
It's never over, over, ohh ohh
It seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, over, ooh
Ohh, inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading no more
(Ooh ooh)
Now what to do, my heart ache's been bruised
So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you

Ohh, it hurts my soul, 'cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
'Cause I, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I'm about to break and I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve?
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea aaa

Dying
Ooh ohh
I said
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Umm hmm umm hmm
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Only thing I need to do
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Is walk away from you
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Umm hmm hmm
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Umm hmm walk, walk away
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
(Need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)
Umm hmm hey hey

Que espero?

Vivo entre las sombras, encerrado entre rejas de cristal, en soledad absoluta, donde los rayos de sol no me alcanzan, donde el aire de verano aun no llega.

He elegido la soledad, le he dado asilo en mi casa, le he dado la bienvenida al olvido, he descuidado mi presente, deje de pelear con mi futuro. Perdí la libertad por decisión propia, construí una fortaleza en mis adentros y me encerré en mi memoria, dejando atrás mi vida, mis sueños y mis esperanzas.

Mis miedos me han alcanzado, hasta el punto de cubrir mi existencia, no puedo vencer la tormenta, porque mi corazón se niega a luchar. No he perdido la fe aun, tampoco han muerto mis sueños, simplemente los guarde en una gaveta, los encerré para siempre, junto con mi amor, con mis recuerdos y mis ganas de alcanzar las estrellas.

No se donde esta mi lugar, no se cual es mi camino, olvide las señales que me solían guiar, tal vez se perdieron en el tiempo, o en la fantasía de mis sueños, en las nubes de un recuerdo, en un pasado sin fe.

Se que afuera brilla el sol, se que afuera sopla el viento, y que llueven esperanzas de un nuevo futuro. Se que hay mas de un camino y entiendo que solo tengo que decidirme, que solo debo dar pasos sin prisa, quiero desengavetar mis sueños y esperanzas y luchar una vez mas por ellos.

Tengo mil motivos para llorar, pero tengo millones de razones para reír, se que de alguna manera aun tejo sueños sobre sueños, y que algún día estos serán tan grandes que cubrirán mi cielo, solo tengo que elegir la libertad, la libertad que le vendí al miedo, solo tengo que despedir la soledad, sacar el miedo de raíz y decirle adiós al pasado sin fe que me atormenta día tras día.

Tengo muchos caminos, muchos sueños y esperanzas, un corazón que late cada segundo, un reloj que aun camina, un sol que brilla, el viento que sopla y libertad para elegir. Entonces? Que espero?